Is it normal to hate my sister? It's been this way for the longest time. She's selfish, manipulative, instigates everything, and an overall bad person. She treats people like dirt and then turns around asking them for favors. I'm so sick of it. I don't care about all that bullshit about how you're supposed to love your family. She's put our family through too much. She says and does things that hurt Mom and doesn't even care. Mom just complies with her every demand because she's afraid my sister will go running to her dirtbag father. Neither of us are capable of living on our own (with me focusing on school and her being a teenager) but I can't wait until I can get away from her. If I had the choice, I would be perfectly fine if I never saw her again. I mean, I would never wish anything bad on her, I would just prefer if we had no contact at all. Many people think this is childish and selfish but it's the way I feel. The only reason I haven't said or done anything is because, unlike my sister, I don't want to make Mom sad. I care about other human beings besides myself. But sometimes I snap and get angry. Somehow, everything is MY fault and my sister gets off with a slap on the wrist. EVERY. TIME. I'm so sick of living like this. Her aura is foul and it's spreading throughout the people that live in this house. My little brother is starting to act just like her. It sickens me. She sickens me. Why can't things just be peaceful? If one of us doesn't leave this house soon, I'm afraid the other is going to be dead.

Rant: Over.